Selagi belum tutup mata...kerja kerja kerja..

Dah lama tak update blog. Dah nak dekat 3 minggu. Ishh...bukan apa, terus terang cakap...MALAS!

Malas nak tengok PC kat rumah. Tiap2 hari kat kerja, dah 8.5 jam tengok PC, melayankan kerenah manusia2 yg bertanyakan soalan melalui email. Balik rumah, tak tengok PC pun takper. Tengok tv or tidor or jalan2 dgn yg tersayang lagi baik.

Cakap pasal kerja, ramai kawan2 kat kerja tanya naper aku tak apply kerja as perm kat situk? Kat tempat yg aku kerja ada advertise kat sokkabar, byk position kosong. Tapi tempat2 yg dorang offer tu dari lain dept. Actually aku dah lama apply. Aku apply nak masok kat dept yg aku bekerja skarang. Sebelom Raya Puasa aku dah apply. Personnel branch dah pernah contact aku. Tapi atas sebab2 tertentu, mereka kata kena tunggu tahun depan kalau nak masuk dept yg aku nak. Aku tak kisah. Next week dah tahun depan. Sekejap jer tu.

Ada yg tanya naper aku tak nak masuk dept lain? Tak bosan ke kerja dgn sama org, sama dept, buat sama kerja? Dlm hati aku nak cakap ajer...suka hati aku ah! Aku yg kerja ke kau yg kerja?

Tiap org ada reason dorang sendiri, why they choose and make that decision. Aku tau apa yg aku nak, and I'm going to try for it. Kalau betul I really can't get into the dept that I want, I'll give them my 2nd, 3rd, 4th and so on choices of where I wanna go. Actually I dun care where I landed up, asalkan aku ada kerja. Cuma kerja yg aku nak is somewhere where I can contribute and apply my experience and expertise on. Kalau memang takdir aku kena start from scratch, then by all means, I'm willing to learn all over again. Kena pay-cut or start from a low pay, I dun care! Money is not everything! I've learnt my lesson. Skarang jer ni gaji aku cinonet. Boleh jugak idop, bernafas gak, makan minum pakai semer masih cukup. Alhamdulillah.

My main goal and priority in life is no longer on building up a career. I used to be so down and hard on myself for failing to meet my goal. Until someone whom I respected told me to shift my focus on other goals. I told the person I dun have any. How can you live without goals? Everybody has goals. And that's where I started to think abt my life again and build a new set of goals and priorities in life. Career is no longer in my top priorities. I'm now on my journey to achieve my very first goal. FAMILY....