6th Ramadhan

Yes, 6th Ramadhan..my BIRTHDAY!! Happy birthday to me (x4).

According to my Mum, I was born on the 6th of Ramadhan and on a Sunday. And because of all these significant date and day, that's how I got my name. Yes, my name! How you may ask?

Well this is what my Mum told me. My name is N/O/R/H/A/N/A. Let's break it down to:

NOR - it comes from the word 'cahaya' or light or ray..I think (I don't know what it's called in English..haha). Anyway, my Mum's name also starts with NOR, so she said they follow that..put a NOR in front.

HA - it comes from the word Ahad - which means Sunday in Malay.

NA - it comes from the word enam - which means six, since I was born on the 6th of Ramadhan. She also said that it's easier for her to remember that date in future. So that's it. That's how I got my name!! :) But sadly, there' s no meaning for my full name in Arabic. :(

Juz heard Hady's first single on our car radio juz now. Been waiting for the song "You give me wings" on air...finally gotta hear it. But not the complete song thou coz we have reached our destination. Hmm. nvm, gonna buy the single..hee hee (kemarok sak aku)...

Oklah, gtg now. Sleeping early today coz it's going to be a longgg day tomorrow. Lotsa plan with hubby. :)

Oleee ole ole oleee..HADY..HADY

Yeah yeah! Hady Mirza is the newly crowned Singapore Idol 2006. My idol (cairrrr)..tak sia-sia aku support dia since the beginning..hee hee...so happy that he won. Bila dia nyanyi jer...aduhhh...cairrrr..lutut semua longgar..tangkap lentok babe!

Nasib bukan 'ah beng' yg menang..tapi se 'ah beng-ah beng' Jon pun, he is much much much better than Sly (jgn marah peminat2 Sly..ni preference aku jer). Ni kali KALAU Jon menang pun, ok jugaklah.

Kejam celik, kejam celik..dah 4 hari kita berpuasa. Cepat eh? First day puasa, aku buka kat rumah. Aku masak spagetti style Melayu..pedas! 2nd day..time tengah Result Show tu, aku ngah kat kelas..ngah bajar..buka roti jer (cian seh tak macam org tu..dpt makan briyani kat masjid..hehe..u know who u r). Semalam buka kat rumah mazer in law (aka Ibu). Macam-macam lauk pauk ada..padahal yg buka 3 org jer. So niari, aim kena abiskan lauk belen yg bawak balik dari rumah Ibu...banyakkkkk...Alhamdulillah..kenyang jugak akhirnya. So far aku belum mengidam nak makan apa-apa time bulan puasa ni..tengoklah yer nanti mcm mana..

Aku ada soalan cepu mas kat member-member semer - bila nak buka puasa sama-sama? Dan BILA NAK PERGI GEYLANG??

My First Diary Ever

Assalamualaikum...

Welcome to my very own blog. Since today is the 1st day of Ramadhan, I would like to wish all Muslims "Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan yg penuh barakah ini. Semoga anda semua mendapat puasa yg mabrur. Insya Allah"

At last, dapat jugak aku create my own blog. The idea has been on my mind for quite a while. Tapi tak tercreate pun. Have been shelfing that idea for ages since I used to be very busy with work. Now that I'm out of job, the idea juz popped up in my head again and here I am, writing my own blog and creating my first diary ever.

I've been out of job since 11 August 06. The recent job is juz not suitable for me and I've lots of painful memories there. Juz can't get along with the people (Managers esp) and the work stress is too much to handle. But I love the work itself. Gotta learn a lot and the exposure is very very good. Wished that I could juz do my work without dealing with the people (nahhh...in your dreamz bebeh).

I've been staying at home since then until I met my ex-supervisor from my 1st job for lunch one day. She offered me a part time job in my old workplace to help her clear "Emails" while I look for a permanent job. Decided to accept her offer after discussing with my husband. He's with the idea coz at least I can keep myself occupied and earn some money every mth (though it's very much little as compared to my usual pay), but at least..sikit pun is better than nothing, rite? Anyway, it's juz a part time job...no commitment and I can quit anytime I like (juz give 3 days notice jer).

Juz started working last Tuesday. Very very happy and excited on my first day. Went to meet all my old colleagues and took about half a day to say 'Hi' to all. Got a lot of reactions from them. Some very happy that I'm back, some keep on asking why..why I came back? why I quit? why why why?..some laugh when I said I worked part time there, some neutral reaction..well..maknosia, memacam perangai..memacam ragam..Told my husband abt it coz quite sad with the negative reaction..well he said, for those who think negative, they r not real friends, they are juz acquitances...Yah quite true..I shld not bother abt what people said...asalkan aku cari rezki yg halal, dpt restu somi and I'm happy, that shld be orait.

After the 'visiting and saying 'Hi'' session is over, the excitement has somewhat zapped all of my energy and by lunch time, I was very tired (tengah puasa pulak tu). So, to conserve energy, I talked very little during lunch...not sure if my lunchmates (muka2 sama jugak..hehehe) perasan ke tak...and never talk to anyone after lunch. Juz sit in front of my PC and start doing my work. Yah, on my first day dah start buat kerja. Tak kasi chance langsung!

Had to learn the new system that has juz been launched. Quite slow lah but they said it's much better than the first few mths that it was launched. So, juz go with the flow. Anyway, my job now is so very simple. Juz update address and personal particulars. Hahaha...tak ke senang punya kerja? Dah lama aku tak buat kerja sesenang tu..hehehe

I'm still looking for a perm job. Actually, aku sendiri tak tau apa kerja aku nak buat sekarang. I've been saying I want to do Accounts, but inside my heart, I'm not sure if that's what I really want to do. I'm still searching for my true self and keep on asking what I really want. After the experience that I've gone thru at my recent job, my confidence level has dropped tremendously. I'm always hesitant/unsure in whatever things that I do now. Totally different from my old me! Used to be very sure and certain of what I want and go for it! But now...haizzzzzz. Is this a sign of depression?

I hope bulan yg penuh barakah ini, Allah will answer my prayers soon....to show me the way that is best for me dan memberiku petunjuk, taufik dan hidayahMu selalu. Hanya Engkau yg Maha Mengetahui dan tahu apa yg terbaik buat hambamu ini. Amin.

Before I end, I would like to say thank you to all my beloved and bestest friends (you know who you are). If you are reading this, thank you so much for all your support all these years...during my ups and downs..we have shared so many things together..and you guys are always there for me..

And especially to my beloved Sayang, thank you for being there always. Allah Maha Besar. He has given me a husband who has broad shoulders so that I could lie and cry on it, who is like a teddy bear so that I could squeeze and hug lovingly...who is so understanding and loving...thank you for all your time and patience..listening to my complaints and problems everyday. I'm glad and grateful that I choose you and stick to you and I'm proud to call you my husband..Love you Sayang..muaks...